So damn addicted to PBB

Never been addicted to a show! Most of the time, the very first thing I do as soon as I wake up is to check PBB online forums. And then, I’ll end up spending the rest of my time reading these forums. Before I know it, it’s almost time for my German class. After my class, there’d be no doubt that I’d hurry to my laptop to again check on PBB.

This is so stalker-ish, but the other day I saw a link of J’s friendster account. Could you believe it, tears were falling down my cheeks as I browse the pictures? I actually cried! Gah! I know, this is really absurdity at its best! The few times that I absurdly cried over something were when I’d see pictures of Chris Tiu and when I actually saw Faust in person! But crying over J’s pictures is quite a hundredfold more tears and overacting!

Addiction for me has never been this bad.

Work it!

dear acee v. boredom is a sign of intellectual poverty. get off your butt and go do something productive. peace, man. i only get harsh with people i care about. :D but it’s true. use your head. learn something new. paint. sculpt bubblegum. carve rubber erasers. break the world record for longest paper clip chain. write a novel. whatever. DON’T WASTE YOUR BRAINS, ACEE V. i know you’ve got a brilliant nut in that cranium. WORK IT.

-Patty Ramos (via Facebook post)

That was such an inspiring post, Ms. Ramos! I’ll take it from you and be sure to really work it!

Breaking anxiety's grip

Things would always turn out good for me, somehow. I really wouldn't have gone to the party today if I wasn't chewed out by my Dad the last time I skipped on a party. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Reunion of sorts with old friends and getting to know a few other good people. We played this Ninja game after the party at the venue and in the tram on our way home.

I guess I'm just always anxious for nothing. There's always a room for breaking free! Yes? Yes!

Enjoy life!

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Happy 21st to ME!

My first birthday in Vienna. It was anything but fabulous. I was even wearing a shirt I wore the last night. Talk about dugyot days and ambush dinner, huh? But it's just the way I like it. No party, just a few good people -- yes, family! I wasn't really planning on doing anything at all. But my parents insisted on going out for dinner. Since I wasn't buying, anyway, I gave in! Haha, I know I'm bad. :D We ended up at a Chinese Restaurant just in our neck of the woods, one block away from home.

It was interesting that the resto was also celebrating it's 21st birthday this year! Yikee! Happy 21st birthday to you, too, Zhong Hua Restaurant! Thanks for giving me my first dose of Peking duck!

Dad at 45

At Brandauer's with family. Spareribs overload, but yummy! Ordered "Schweinbraten mit Knödel". It's basically thin-sliced pork and flat-sized bola-bola in gravy. I liked it!

2 am, twice it was!

My computer clock struck 2am twice! When it’s about to turn 3am, the clock struck back to 2am. Cool. It’s the time of year when they adjust the time here in Austria (and some parts of Europe). It’s nice, people get to sleep longer.

The Symptoms!

It’s undeniable!


Early in the morning…
…woke up from a dream
…found it hard to breathe
…then, checked on my phone
…and kept telling myself this could not be “IT”


This could not really be it, right?